he came up for air - we all held our breath as he slurped oxygen for the first time, as though being born. we heard the song in his mouth, a chorus of bent light forcing its way through gaping serenity. upon a thin weed, warm air blows and grows into a field of tempting pleasure. we all watch him, wondering if our hardship of holding him hostage is coming to an end. i've learned to drown the emotion i attached to this figure we call father. this impossible man - dead poet, pulling lightning from air and charging us with involuntary manslaughter. his anger must pass over our graves, before we release him back into the world where we first found him.